I wonder how long I can go before I load games on my phone

I'm going to try and keep games off this phone and leave it strictly as a writing tool. I started a novel several years back and it finished but I'm on my 4th draft. I need to get it done. So let's see if I can do a page a day and get it completed.

Well we had a good night

Buddy was great slept all night it was us that got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom I guess that happens to you as you get older. I had another blog which I have stopped writing in its time to move on. It was were I talked about my depression. New phone time to change. I'm medicated for it I have chronic suicidal ideations if that is how you spell it I've had them since I was 5 but now they are pretty much under control with the help of my psychiatrist and my husband who also has the same problem. Believe it or not we help each other because we understand each other's thought patterns I'm on medication for it and he's not. Not saying I'm worse then he is but we both deal with it differently. I see a psychiatrist and he doesn't.  I say this because I'm not pushing pills or doctors but I think the each person deals with it differently but we are both able to talk about it and communication is the best. There are things that have happened in my life that I don't plan on talking about here but I do like to write my thoughts. I'm not a good speller and I don't use a lot of paragraphs I just write what is on my mind at the time till I have nothing more to say for the day. I have kept a journal for a long time now and have thrown them out or hide them but I think this is the best to blog. I don't know if anyone reads this and it doesn't matter if they do. It's therapy for me to get my thoughts and feelings down and out of my system. Well this morning I could go on and on but I have to get ready for work so I should stop for now and write later.

Just a bundle of fur.

This is buddy the newest addition to our family. We couldn't ask for a nicer dog. He's a good boy a rescue dog. We love him to bits.

Well got a new phone

Samsung Galaxy s6 like it so far but broke my sim card trying to make it smaller so now I'm not able to phone out. Will have to go to Roger's tomorrow and get a new card. Now my phone is saying I live in Hong Kong I don't know.

Well my sugars haven't been to bad

It been a while since I last wrote but I'm doing pretty good. I'm still trying to lose weight and it's slowly getting there I've lost 8 lbs so far but it's hard to tell but my clothing is fitting a bit better. I can't wait to get into my dresses again. Getting there slowly. I'm depressed this week nothing like being out of money to to make you depressed.  Well I have been doing some reading and got a few books finished The girl on the train and a Pd james book as well she is a difficult read. Well I'll stop for now and write later.

Had to take it easy this week

My legs have been killing me so I took a week off. Will be walking at the car show tomorrow. I just found out that I have diabetes yesterday if I had got my blood work for the doctor I would never have found out. So the increased pain in my legs could now be from the diabetes. I don't know and my triglycerides are still out of wack they are 4.35 and the highest they should go 1.70.

Been walking up a storm

I've been logging in over 10000 steps a day and lost 6 lbs so far. I go for a walk on my lunch hour which is great really enjoy it. I have also been counting my calories but it's hard to get down passed the 200 mark. I can't believe that I let myself get that heavy but I did. Well here is to the new me. I haven't been as tired lately sleeping better at nights. Work is going pretty good as well. I'm supposed to get my vacation this summer which is good and I already have my winter vacation approved now I just need to save up the money and get our passports. I still want to go to Vagas this year. Well I should stop for now I'll write later.